The Shortcut & The Biker Boys

Hi my friend,

Sometimes people assume 
I'm some sort of shiny 
person.

That my life is filled with roses,
and that I couldn't possibly do
anything short of good 
and pure.

Well, my friend…
I am not that person.

Not even close.

I am human.
And I do human things,
which are not always pure,
or for the benefit of 
the greater good.

Even though I believe in 
kindness toward every living 
creature and being…

Sometimes I do things 
for my own selfish 
good.

Even this week…

The kids and I were driving 
to the countryside,
where we usually spend 
our summers.

And out of nowhere,
we got stuck in traffic.

A place that normally takes 
five minutes to pass
had turned into a 30-minute 
stretch.

So there I was…
beneath a beaming afternoon sun,
in a car full of children
already tired from the long 
drive before.

So close to our destination -
but needing to just sit 
and wait.

When all of a sudden…
my navigation app gave me 
another option.

Instead of waiting…
I could just take the next road left
and drive around everyone.

And guess what?
I took it.

I wound through 
a quiet forest road and emerged right 
before the traffic light guiding cars 
through the construction.

(the source of the whole 
traffic jam problem)

But as soon as 
my light turned green, 
someone blocked me.

A biker swerved in front of me,
cutting me off to let a huge line 
of his biker friends pass.

He held me there 
for the entire green light…
while they rolled through, 
one after another.

And I was furious.

Who did he think he was?
Smirking at me,
while I could do
not a single thing.

 
Elina and Her Stardust
 

I was stewing in my anger,
wishing life would serve him 
a nice dose of consequences.

But then something 
made me pause…

Hadn't I just done 
the same thing?

I'd driven around all those cars - 
all those people waiting 
in the same traffic jam as me.

I was no different than 
those biker boys.

And…
That's when it 
clicked.

I got what I deserved.

Not good, not bad -
just a moment to experience
my own actions.

So, yes…
I'm not perfect.

And, actually, I think it's my 
imperfect humanity that 
keeps my heart open.

The more shoes I get to walk in,
the less judgment 
I carry.

Because at some point,
I've probably been 
there too.

But one thing I am 
absolutely certain of:
There is no escaping the law
of cause and effect.
Everything we do finds its 
way back to us.

So, my friend…
if you're feeling the weight 
of the world on your shoulders 
right now, know this:

No one can outrun
the impact of their actions.
Not even the ones who 
seem untouchable.

It may not happen publicly.
It may not happen soon.
But it happens.

Because Justice may be quiet… 
but she always finds 
her way.

With love,
Elina

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